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Saturday, May 16, 2009

@5/16/2009

i killed myself for emaths paper 1..hopefully i would not just pass by a borderline one..:) is tough to me...as i had not revised enough i m truthful okay.:)...n SS i m doomed!..hope Miss Sasi wun kill me as i disturbed her witht the 3 boys on last friday saying wht we need hints n etc den can study..lol..i didnt really bother studying that as i feel since i m dead for geography not much of a point studying SS as well :) i noe thats a very very bad habit but no choice wht done is done..i must learn from mistakes..lol...okok...i m still online at 2.35am...imagine hahas...i had a great rest in the afternoon after my aircon was serviced...but it doesnt seems cold at all!...rawk!...anyway i m going fcebook texas holdem..i played my didi account n earn him 45k just now but lost 35k..lol...gonna try to invest again now buaii

i dunno wht i should do now i hate myself in many things as well now i lost courage in saying onlly in blog i dare to fuck up right...i believe u dont trust me much still but wht i can say / promise is i know that love might not be everlasting if we are together but i promise if we could be tgt the moments would definitely be great/happy n the happiness would definitely be much much more!idk i just dun feel that there is miracle for me though...haiish

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